Arashi First IG Live (2019.11.03) Eng Sub

Hi, it's been a while since I post something here. Just so you know, I am still in the fandom and never leave it. I just have nothing to post here, so yeah 😅

Anyway, how are you guys doing this year? Do you miss Arashi yet/still? Or maybe you finally can accept that we won't see them together till we don't know when? Personally, I still miss them a lot. Will I ever stop feeling like this? Or I have to live with it always? I don't know.

Also subbing this IG live was actually a bittersweet moment. On one side, seeing them being all smiley and being excited about the new experience and those plans make me happy. But on the other hand, I know that most of those plans will not happen so it makes me super sad. My brain wasn't helping me either, everytime I am happy seeing their silly act, my brain always said 'You won't see something like this for a long time. It could be forever you know?' And I'm back being sad and miss them so much :(

Well tbh, it's my fault for delaying this project for a long time. I am supposed to finish this BEFORE 2021, so this sad feeling shouldn't be here yet. But as usual, laziness got the best of me.

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