When he was gone (Chapter 4)
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dekkawaiTitle: When he was gone (chapter 4)
Pairing: Sakumoto, slight Ohmiya (not in this chapter)
Rating: G (I think)
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Summary: They always together, but someday Sho leave Jun.
Disclaimer: I hope I own them :(
Sho looked at his phone. He still couldn’t believe that it was Jun who has just called him. After years, finally, he could talk to him. Sho immediately went to his car, but someone blocked his way.
“Where are you going?” Meisa asked him.
“I’ve got something to do. So please get out of my way.” said Sho harshly. He didn’t understand why his mother liked this woman so much. She even had him ask Meisa out. But this girl was really annoying. She wasn’t feminine at all; she even acted like a boy.
“No way, you can’t leave me alone. At least take me home” said her.
Sho rolled his eyes, “But I must go right now.”
Meisa shook her head, “Whatever, but you definitely won’t leave me alone here. It’s too late, you know. And I’m a girl; don’t you care if something happens to me?”
“You aren’t girl,” muttered Sho softly, mostly to himself. Meisa raised her eyebrow, “What the hell are you talking about? I can hear you!! Of course I’m girl, but it isn’t something you can check.”
Sho just rolled his eyes, “Whatever, but I need to rush. If you can stay inside the car as long as possible while I meet someone, then I’ll take you home.”
Meisa raised her eyebrow when Sho said ‘someone’, but she did not say anything. She just nodded and entered Sho’s car. When they reached park, Sho stopped his car and parked it behind the tree. Meisa saw someone at the swing. She wanted to ask Sho about him when Sho rushed out of car. He walked toward the man on the swing. Meisa just watched silently.
When Sho approached Jun, he was looking at Sho’s car. He saw a woman sitting inside. “Is she Sho’s girlfriend?” Jun asked himself.
“Hey…” Sho greeted Jun. He then sat on swing beside Jun.
“Hey…”
Then silence fell. Jun still looked at Sho’s car and the girl inside. Sho seemed to understand what Jun was thinking.
“What are you looking at?” Jun smiled and shook his head. But Sho knew, “She is not my girlfriend.”
Jun felt embarrassed, why Sho knew what he was thinking? He just nodded, “What are you doing with her then, it’s late.”
“Eh? Nothing, my mom told me to bring her out. So I asked her to party.”
“What kind of party?” Jun felt like he was interrogating Sho, but he couldn’t help it. Somehow he felt jealous.
Sho chuckled, hearing Jun’s tone of asking. He knew Jun was jealous, and it made him happy. “It’s just one of my company parties, nothing special.”
Jun nodded, “Well, she is girl. It’s normal if your mom wants her to be with you.”
Sho startled, he didn’t expect what Jun implied in his word. “How do you…?”
Jun sighed, “Do you think I still don’t know the reason you left me?” Sho nodded. Of course, nobody should know, thought him.
Jun shook his head, disbelief showed in his eyes. “I had thought you were smart, Sho-kun.” But Sho still didn’t understand. He never said it to anyone, nor did he have anyone to tell about.
“Tanaka-san told me,” said Jun finally. He knew Sho could be super clueless person if he really wanted, “She said your mother told her about your moving. She also said it was because of us; at least that was what your mother said to her.”
It was unexpected information for Sho, his jaw dropped. “Why my mother told her, that noisy neighbor?” Sho muttered.
Jun chuckled, Sho’s expression was so cute, and “It’s okay Sho. At least I know that you didn’t leave me without a reason.”
“Sorry, Jun,” said Sho. But Jun dismissed it, waved his hand, “At first I’m clueless, why you didn’t tell me the real reason? But when I met Kazu, he told me.”
Sho titled his head, silent gesture for asking, what did Kazu tell you? “He said maybe the reason you didn’t tell me because you were afraid I would hate your parents. It was his reason actually, when he left Satoshi and lied to him.”
Silent, Sho just nodded. “But you know Sho, I will never hate them. They’re the only family I had, beside you and the other three.”
Jun never expected himself to say it, even he was surprised. He never told anyone about his loneliness, his yearning for a family. But Sho seemed to know it already. When they first met, he even considered Jun as his brother, before he fell in love with him.
“You want to meet them?” asked Sho suddenly.
“Eh? Impossible! They never want to see me.”
Sho pat Jun’s head, “Just give it a try, will you? You don’t know how much they love you.” said Sho. And that was true, even after they moved out, sometimes when his parents thought nobody was listening, especially Sho, they would talk about how much they missed Jun, and how dare Sho to manipulate Jun - it looked like his parents thought he was the one to be blamed.
Even though Jun couldn’t believe Sho’s words, but part of him started to hope. Maybe they still loved him? Suddenly Jun was very aware of Sho’s hand that still patting his head. He felt his heart beat faster. But Sho didn’t show any sign to remove his hand.
“Sho?!”
“Hmm…”
Jun shook his head slowly, “Your hand?” Startled, Sho pulled his hand back immediately. “Sorry.” But Jun just smiled, “It’s okay, I kind of like it, actually.” His cheek blushed. Sho smiled, but none of them said anything.
“You know,” Sho suddenly said, “Tomorrow is Shuu’s birthday and my mom will hold a party. Would you like to come?” asked Sho.
There was a small hint of hope in Sho’s voice, and Jun was very aware of it. But somehow he still unsure, he still scared of how Sho’s parents would react if they met him.
“How old is Shuu this year?” asked Jun, tried to avoiding Sho’s question.
“Mmm… Seventeen I think,” said Sho, “You must meet him. He is dating someone now and his eyes always sparkles when talking about her. I think she is his first love.”
The way Sho spoke, very enthusiastically, made Jun chuckle, “Are you his brother? His first love was when he was at elementary school. He told me a lot about her.” Jun said in disbelief.
Sho surprised, “Eh? Really? But I am his brother, why he never told me?” He pouted, a little jealous with Jun.
Jun couldn’t hold his laughter when he saw Sho’s expression. That made Sho pout even more. “Why are you laughing?”
“Just…just your face. You look like a chipmunk,” said Jun, still giggling. But he then explained more when Sho still pouted, “It’s cute. You’re the cutest chipmunk I’ve ever met.”
Hearing Jun compliment, Sho’s pout faded away and was replaced by a smile. It’s been so long since the last time he heard Jun’s laughter. It made him realize how much he missed Jun, loved him.
“I miss you.” Said Sho suddenly.
Jun’s giggling stopped abruptly, “Eh?”
Sho looked Jun in the eyes, but Jun looked away. He couldn’t meet Sho’s eyes. He felt his heart beat faster, anticipated what would happen. Suddenly Sho hugged him. Jun struggled for a while but soon returned the favor. He missed Sho so much that it hurt. He knew it would end soon, but for now he just wanted to hold Sho in his arms. The man he loved.
They stayed like that for a while, but when Jun’s gaze fell to Sho’s car he saw the girl inside watching them, he pulled back.
“She is watching us.” said Jun embarrassed.
“Who?”
“The girl in your car.”
Sho turned around and looked at his car, he growled. “What the hell is she doing?” The girl in the car seemed to realize that Sho was looking at her. She waved her hand.
“I think you should go now.” said Jun, “She has been waiting for long.”
“Then I’ll take you back. And don’t say no, because I don’t accept no for answer.” said Sho firmly.
Jun seemed hesitant; he looked at Sho’s car once again and saw that girl still watching them. Suddenly he felt jealous, what if Sho not only would take that girl home but he come inside?
“But you take her first.” said Jun. Jealousy hinted in his voice. Sho, who knew what was going on inside Jun’s head, just chuckled.
“Okay, but don’t blame me if I won’t go home tonight after taking you back.” he winked at Jun who blushed madly. “Shut up! Don’t tease me.”
Jun thought-the girl’s name, Kuroki Meisa-was nice. She was polite and attractive. When Jun came to the car with Sho, she asked him if he wanted to sit beside Sho. But Jun declined because he still felt uneasy. All the way back to Meisa’s house she talked to Jun. She asked him about his job, his family, his friend. And even though she was not the type who talked a lot - she said it herself - Jun felt she really gave effort to talk to Jun, who answered all her questions politely.
“So, you’re Sho’s childhood friend?” asked her. Jun just nodded, he couldn’t really explain to her if he wasn’t just Sho’s childhood friend but his ex-lover.
She nodded, “His mother told me he just have a few friends when he was child. Actually I’m not surprised, with his attitude I wonder why there is anyone who still wants to be friend with him.”
“Don’t talk like I’m not here!” said Sho.
Jun just chuckled, “Actually he is nice. He used to be our mother. You know, he worried about us, told us to study and stop fooling around.”
Listening to Jun’s explain, Meisa looked surprised. “Well that was surprising to me.”
“You don’t even know me. Don’t say it like you has known me for long time.” Sho scolded her.
She snorted and gave Sho an annoyed look, “See, this kind of attitude makes no one want to be your friend.”
Sho looked like wanted to say something, but they soon arrived at Meisa’s apartment. She got out of the immediately without saying anything to Sho. She just gave Jun an apologizing smile and left them. Jun moved to sit beside Sho. Soon they were heading to Jun’s hotel.
“Sorry.” said Jun. Sho looked at him, confused. “What for?”
“My conversation with Kuroki-san made you sad.”
Sho shook his head, “Don’t be stupid. That wasn’t your fault. She is the one who becomes irrational. Judge me like we have known each other for long time.”
His voice sounded so annoyed, and for some reason Jun felt jealous. Why did Sho care about her opinion? Was it so important? But he just smiled and tried to calm Sho down. He touched Sho’s knee, the familiar gesture for them when trying to calm down each other.
But whatever was in Jun’s mind apparently was completely different from Sho’s. When he felt Jun touching his knee, he became stiff for a moment then sighed. Then, when Jun didn’t show any sign to remove his hand and, Sho was glad that he didn’t - he smirked. He took Jun’s hand in his, “You really want me not to come home today, don’t you?”
Jun seemed confused for a while, but when Sho’s hand guided his to move up near Sho’s crotch, Jun pulled his hand back immediately. His face was in a shade of very bright red, “What are you doing?”
Sho didn’t answer Jun’s question, he just smirked and took Jun’s hand again. Jun tried to refuse but Sho’s stronger than him, and he admitted that he liked it.
“Just kidding, but let me hold your hand, please?”
Jun, whose face still red just nodded and let his hand be held by Sho. Sho squeezed Jun’s hand and Jun, even though surprised, squeezed back. They held hand until they came to Jun’s hotel. Sho reluctantly released Jun’s hand. But before Jun got out of the car, Sho kissed his forehead and said, “Good night.” Jun, who was taken to surprise by that action, just said good night quietly and tried to hide his face which was flaming red.
When he realized Sho didn’t go and still standing there, Jun confused.
“Why are you still here?” asked Jun.
“Do you want me to leave soon?” asked Sho back, pretended to be hurt even though he couldn’t hide his smirk. But because it was night and the light wasn’t bright enough to let Jun see Sho’s smirk, Jun shook his head frantically, afraid that Sho really thought Jun was trying to get to rid of him.
“No…I just…”
But then Sho couldn’t hold his laughter, “Sorry Jun. I just teased you.” Jun glared at Sho. But when Sho looked at him with his puppy eyes he forgave immediately.
“Then I should pick you up tomorrow?” asked Sho.
“What for?”
“Shuu’s birthday.”
Jun tensed for a moment, he thought he hadn’t been ready yet to meet Sho’s parent again. But when he saw Sho’s face he knew he couldn’t say no.
“Okay.” Jun said finally, “When will you pick me up?”
Sho smiled wide when Jun said yes, “I’ll come at 6. So you better prepare yourself.”
Jun jut nodded, and waved at Sho when he finally went home. It was his best day ever. And he hope tomorrow would be a lot better.
Pairing: Sakumoto, slight Ohmiya (not in this chapter)
Rating: G (I think)
Beta:
iuuppanhut Thank you very much xDDSummary: They always together, but someday Sho leave Jun.
Disclaimer: I hope I own them :(
Sho looked at his phone. He still couldn’t believe that it was Jun who has just called him. After years, finally, he could talk to him. Sho immediately went to his car, but someone blocked his way.
“Where are you going?” Meisa asked him.
“I’ve got something to do. So please get out of my way.” said Sho harshly. He didn’t understand why his mother liked this woman so much. She even had him ask Meisa out. But this girl was really annoying. She wasn’t feminine at all; she even acted like a boy.
“No way, you can’t leave me alone. At least take me home” said her.
Sho rolled his eyes, “But I must go right now.”
Meisa shook her head, “Whatever, but you definitely won’t leave me alone here. It’s too late, you know. And I’m a girl; don’t you care if something happens to me?”
“You aren’t girl,” muttered Sho softly, mostly to himself. Meisa raised her eyebrow, “What the hell are you talking about? I can hear you!! Of course I’m girl, but it isn’t something you can check.”
Sho just rolled his eyes, “Whatever, but I need to rush. If you can stay inside the car as long as possible while I meet someone, then I’ll take you home.”
Meisa raised her eyebrow when Sho said ‘someone’, but she did not say anything. She just nodded and entered Sho’s car. When they reached park, Sho stopped his car and parked it behind the tree. Meisa saw someone at the swing. She wanted to ask Sho about him when Sho rushed out of car. He walked toward the man on the swing. Meisa just watched silently.
When Sho approached Jun, he was looking at Sho’s car. He saw a woman sitting inside. “Is she Sho’s girlfriend?” Jun asked himself.
“Hey…” Sho greeted Jun. He then sat on swing beside Jun.
“Hey…”
Then silence fell. Jun still looked at Sho’s car and the girl inside. Sho seemed to understand what Jun was thinking.
“What are you looking at?” Jun smiled and shook his head. But Sho knew, “She is not my girlfriend.”
Jun felt embarrassed, why Sho knew what he was thinking? He just nodded, “What are you doing with her then, it’s late.”
“Eh? Nothing, my mom told me to bring her out. So I asked her to party.”
“What kind of party?” Jun felt like he was interrogating Sho, but he couldn’t help it. Somehow he felt jealous.
Sho chuckled, hearing Jun’s tone of asking. He knew Jun was jealous, and it made him happy. “It’s just one of my company parties, nothing special.”
Jun nodded, “Well, she is girl. It’s normal if your mom wants her to be with you.”
Sho startled, he didn’t expect what Jun implied in his word. “How do you…?”
Jun sighed, “Do you think I still don’t know the reason you left me?” Sho nodded. Of course, nobody should know, thought him.
Jun shook his head, disbelief showed in his eyes. “I had thought you were smart, Sho-kun.” But Sho still didn’t understand. He never said it to anyone, nor did he have anyone to tell about.
“Tanaka-san told me,” said Jun finally. He knew Sho could be super clueless person if he really wanted, “She said your mother told her about your moving. She also said it was because of us; at least that was what your mother said to her.”
It was unexpected information for Sho, his jaw dropped. “Why my mother told her, that noisy neighbor?” Sho muttered.
Jun chuckled, Sho’s expression was so cute, and “It’s okay Sho. At least I know that you didn’t leave me without a reason.”
“Sorry, Jun,” said Sho. But Jun dismissed it, waved his hand, “At first I’m clueless, why you didn’t tell me the real reason? But when I met Kazu, he told me.”
Sho titled his head, silent gesture for asking, what did Kazu tell you? “He said maybe the reason you didn’t tell me because you were afraid I would hate your parents. It was his reason actually, when he left Satoshi and lied to him.”
Silent, Sho just nodded. “But you know Sho, I will never hate them. They’re the only family I had, beside you and the other three.”
Jun never expected himself to say it, even he was surprised. He never told anyone about his loneliness, his yearning for a family. But Sho seemed to know it already. When they first met, he even considered Jun as his brother, before he fell in love with him.
“You want to meet them?” asked Sho suddenly.
“Eh? Impossible! They never want to see me.”
Sho pat Jun’s head, “Just give it a try, will you? You don’t know how much they love you.” said Sho. And that was true, even after they moved out, sometimes when his parents thought nobody was listening, especially Sho, they would talk about how much they missed Jun, and how dare Sho to manipulate Jun - it looked like his parents thought he was the one to be blamed.
Even though Jun couldn’t believe Sho’s words, but part of him started to hope. Maybe they still loved him? Suddenly Jun was very aware of Sho’s hand that still patting his head. He felt his heart beat faster. But Sho didn’t show any sign to remove his hand.
“Sho?!”
“Hmm…”
Jun shook his head slowly, “Your hand?” Startled, Sho pulled his hand back immediately. “Sorry.” But Jun just smiled, “It’s okay, I kind of like it, actually.” His cheek blushed. Sho smiled, but none of them said anything.
“You know,” Sho suddenly said, “Tomorrow is Shuu’s birthday and my mom will hold a party. Would you like to come?” asked Sho.
There was a small hint of hope in Sho’s voice, and Jun was very aware of it. But somehow he still unsure, he still scared of how Sho’s parents would react if they met him.
“How old is Shuu this year?” asked Jun, tried to avoiding Sho’s question.
“Mmm… Seventeen I think,” said Sho, “You must meet him. He is dating someone now and his eyes always sparkles when talking about her. I think she is his first love.”
The way Sho spoke, very enthusiastically, made Jun chuckle, “Are you his brother? His first love was when he was at elementary school. He told me a lot about her.” Jun said in disbelief.
Sho surprised, “Eh? Really? But I am his brother, why he never told me?” He pouted, a little jealous with Jun.
Jun couldn’t hold his laughter when he saw Sho’s expression. That made Sho pout even more. “Why are you laughing?”
“Just…just your face. You look like a chipmunk,” said Jun, still giggling. But he then explained more when Sho still pouted, “It’s cute. You’re the cutest chipmunk I’ve ever met.”
Hearing Jun compliment, Sho’s pout faded away and was replaced by a smile. It’s been so long since the last time he heard Jun’s laughter. It made him realize how much he missed Jun, loved him.
“I miss you.” Said Sho suddenly.
Jun’s giggling stopped abruptly, “Eh?”
Sho looked Jun in the eyes, but Jun looked away. He couldn’t meet Sho’s eyes. He felt his heart beat faster, anticipated what would happen. Suddenly Sho hugged him. Jun struggled for a while but soon returned the favor. He missed Sho so much that it hurt. He knew it would end soon, but for now he just wanted to hold Sho in his arms. The man he loved.
They stayed like that for a while, but when Jun’s gaze fell to Sho’s car he saw the girl inside watching them, he pulled back.
“She is watching us.” said Jun embarrassed.
“Who?”
“The girl in your car.”
Sho turned around and looked at his car, he growled. “What the hell is she doing?” The girl in the car seemed to realize that Sho was looking at her. She waved her hand.
“I think you should go now.” said Jun, “She has been waiting for long.”
“Then I’ll take you back. And don’t say no, because I don’t accept no for answer.” said Sho firmly.
Jun seemed hesitant; he looked at Sho’s car once again and saw that girl still watching them. Suddenly he felt jealous, what if Sho not only would take that girl home but he come inside?
“But you take her first.” said Jun. Jealousy hinted in his voice. Sho, who knew what was going on inside Jun’s head, just chuckled.
“Okay, but don’t blame me if I won’t go home tonight after taking you back.” he winked at Jun who blushed madly. “Shut up! Don’t tease me.”
Jun thought-the girl’s name, Kuroki Meisa-was nice. She was polite and attractive. When Jun came to the car with Sho, she asked him if he wanted to sit beside Sho. But Jun declined because he still felt uneasy. All the way back to Meisa’s house she talked to Jun. She asked him about his job, his family, his friend. And even though she was not the type who talked a lot - she said it herself - Jun felt she really gave effort to talk to Jun, who answered all her questions politely.
“So, you’re Sho’s childhood friend?” asked her. Jun just nodded, he couldn’t really explain to her if he wasn’t just Sho’s childhood friend but his ex-lover.
She nodded, “His mother told me he just have a few friends when he was child. Actually I’m not surprised, with his attitude I wonder why there is anyone who still wants to be friend with him.”
“Don’t talk like I’m not here!” said Sho.
Jun just chuckled, “Actually he is nice. He used to be our mother. You know, he worried about us, told us to study and stop fooling around.”
Listening to Jun’s explain, Meisa looked surprised. “Well that was surprising to me.”
“You don’t even know me. Don’t say it like you has known me for long time.” Sho scolded her.
She snorted and gave Sho an annoyed look, “See, this kind of attitude makes no one want to be your friend.”
Sho looked like wanted to say something, but they soon arrived at Meisa’s apartment. She got out of the immediately without saying anything to Sho. She just gave Jun an apologizing smile and left them. Jun moved to sit beside Sho. Soon they were heading to Jun’s hotel.
“Sorry.” said Jun. Sho looked at him, confused. “What for?”
“My conversation with Kuroki-san made you sad.”
Sho shook his head, “Don’t be stupid. That wasn’t your fault. She is the one who becomes irrational. Judge me like we have known each other for long time.”
His voice sounded so annoyed, and for some reason Jun felt jealous. Why did Sho care about her opinion? Was it so important? But he just smiled and tried to calm Sho down. He touched Sho’s knee, the familiar gesture for them when trying to calm down each other.
But whatever was in Jun’s mind apparently was completely different from Sho’s. When he felt Jun touching his knee, he became stiff for a moment then sighed. Then, when Jun didn’t show any sign to remove his hand and, Sho was glad that he didn’t - he smirked. He took Jun’s hand in his, “You really want me not to come home today, don’t you?”
Jun seemed confused for a while, but when Sho’s hand guided his to move up near Sho’s crotch, Jun pulled his hand back immediately. His face was in a shade of very bright red, “What are you doing?”
Sho didn’t answer Jun’s question, he just smirked and took Jun’s hand again. Jun tried to refuse but Sho’s stronger than him, and he admitted that he liked it.
“Just kidding, but let me hold your hand, please?”
Jun, whose face still red just nodded and let his hand be held by Sho. Sho squeezed Jun’s hand and Jun, even though surprised, squeezed back. They held hand until they came to Jun’s hotel. Sho reluctantly released Jun’s hand. But before Jun got out of the car, Sho kissed his forehead and said, “Good night.” Jun, who was taken to surprise by that action, just said good night quietly and tried to hide his face which was flaming red.
When he realized Sho didn’t go and still standing there, Jun confused.
“Why are you still here?” asked Jun.
“Do you want me to leave soon?” asked Sho back, pretended to be hurt even though he couldn’t hide his smirk. But because it was night and the light wasn’t bright enough to let Jun see Sho’s smirk, Jun shook his head frantically, afraid that Sho really thought Jun was trying to get to rid of him.
“No…I just…”
But then Sho couldn’t hold his laughter, “Sorry Jun. I just teased you.” Jun glared at Sho. But when Sho looked at him with his puppy eyes he forgave immediately.
“Then I should pick you up tomorrow?” asked Sho.
“What for?”
“Shuu’s birthday.”
Jun tensed for a moment, he thought he hadn’t been ready yet to meet Sho’s parent again. But when he saw Sho’s face he knew he couldn’t say no.
“Okay.” Jun said finally, “When will you pick me up?”
Sho smiled wide when Jun said yes, “I’ll come at 6. So you better prepare yourself.”
Jun jut nodded, and waved at Sho when he finally went home. It was his best day ever. And he hope tomorrow would be a lot better.
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Date: 2011-04-28 06:50 am (UTC)Sakumoto is so cute!! >__
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Date: 2011-04-28 08:56 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2011-04-28 08:25 am (UTC)Ohhhhh Jun and Sho are soooo sweet, I really love the part where Sho took Jun's hand and held it....:) *cuteness* *faints*
I am really curious about the next chapter, thanks for sharing my dear *hugshugs*
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Date: 2011-04-28 09:00 am (UTC)hehe poor Meisa, but you can't blame Sho right ??
thank you for reading and commenting xDD
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Date: 2011-04-28 12:53 pm (UTC)cant wait to see what happens at the birthday party
hope sho's parents are nice to jun
thank you so much for sharing
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Date: 2011-05-01 12:06 pm (UTC)